Doomed or what

I am starting to think that I don't deserve it

That I will never find and be showered with

Never will get someone who will treat me

Treat me will all respect, love and affection.

Someone who can just give me

That tiny bit of assurance that I am loved

Why do I always get treated like a convenience?

A passer by who is just there

An excess baggage when not needed

How am I not to feel like shit?

You reminded me of hope and love

I have no love but I still have some hope.