New song

Without you - Empire of the Sun

No

No shapes at all

Nothing real or artificial

No energy or heat

No troughs there are no peaks

No hangover from last night

No shame in first light

No time there'll be no change

No colours to rearrange

And I

I get that feeling

When we're apart

I get the teaching that I can't be without you

Without you babe

Without you

No future there is no past

No slow there is no fast

No grace with which to admire

No face there is no desire

No symmetry or peace

No sirens all police

No cameras and no phones

No photographs and no tone

And I

I get that feeling

When we're apart

I get the teaching that I can't be without you

Without you babe

Without you

Come on

Hey now

Come on

Hey now

Come on

Take my heart in your hands

Come on

Hey now

Come on

Hey now

Come on

Take my heart in your hands

And I

I get that feeling

When we're apart

I get the teaching that I can't be without you

Without you babe

Without you

taken from some online website I forgot, boooo SCT! Bully me

To a freaking hot CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year of the Metal Tiger...Meow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Snow how I miss you,

Snow how I want to be with you on a hot summers day,

Snow how I wish I could touch you,

Snow how I need your chill,

Snow how I miss your softness,

Snow how I miss the blizzard you bring,

Snow how I wish you were cooling me down,

Snow how much do I love you?

-T-

My life is like plate of desserts. Pastries, marshmallows, and strawberry fondues...too many sweet things on a plate. I shall not devour it but to slowly nibble and cherish its sweetness while it lasts.

digging thru the grave of unhappiness

Returning home, back to where I belong. To where I grew up and to where most of my sentimental belongings are kept. To look at another point of view would be to describe it as, a whole lot of junk and nonsense that are mostly not mine but in my space. Flipping through pages and reading what I have wrote years ago really strucked me quite a bit. How did I come out with so much things to write about just about 4 over years ago. and now, everything I write is not of that level or impact which I get from reading it 4 years later. Writing about the environment, the world, people, and how much I wanted things to change or remained unchanged. Writing about how my heart got broken several times and how I decided not to pursue that sadistic route and give up without being a sore loser.

Look here, I have nothing to type. I have been having troubles trying to express myself with words these days. I am just so afraid of saying the wrong thing, not that i might hurt someone, but I might expose myself too much and end up leaving nothing and losing everything all overrrrr again.

If I knew better, I wouldn't have bothered to clean up and go through things so thoroughly. Many things should not be read.