The day came that I lost my true love.
The day came that I will never hear his voice speak to me again.
The day came that I will never get to touch him again.
The day came that I have lost it all, so I think.
The day came that I will never have a normal life.
The day came that I will be alone once again.
The day came that I am no longer in a live relationship.
The day came that I am reminded of how precious life is.
The day came that I am no longer a wife but I am now a widow.
The day came and I never wished for it to ever come...
I have lost all tears,
I have lost all faith,
I have lost all hope,
I have lost it all.
I have with me, the love he loved me with,
I have with me, the memories that I shall never forget,
I have with me, the greatest years lived with him,
I have with me, the sadness and pain that don't seem to go away.
I am strong because he loved me
I am awake because he loved me
I am sad because he loved me
I am speechless because he loved me
I am lost because he loved me
To my dearest husband Sam, I know you will never get to read this, but I believe that no one would have ever loved you more than I did and not even your own family. I might have been horrible at times, but my love and feelings for you have always been real and true. You showered with me with what true love and affection. Never one day did you ever lose you patience with me. I am sorry that I might not have been the perfect wife and that I may have given you bad days. No one will understand me the way you did. My heart is broken and I want it to remain that way, for it was only for you.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
This might not apply to many lucky RMs out there but this is how serious I take my job.
First then when you open your eyes...
Check phone for any messages or missed calls
Read news related to industries less favored
Think of excess and how to inform clients
Think of renewals and hope limits don't get suspended
Think of ongoing crap that u left home for late last night
Think of whether you should drive or catch a train
Think of any appointments you have for the day
Think of whether any of your clients have decided to default
Think if your clients remembers to pay their dues on time
Think of what to wear to work
Think of that payment didn't go thru
Think of that payment that went thru but u were suppose to intercept
Think of how your bosses feel
Think of your colleagues
Think of how to increase utilisation
Think of how to improve services
Think of how to communicate nicely to annoying clients
Think of the shit that you have to clean every day anyway
Think of that phone call u want to avoid
Think of that text you wished you never read
Think of whether any of your clients might have disappear or just call it quits
Think of the people u need to rely on to get things moving
Think of that pile of paper and files that just keeps getting higher
Think of the beach where you once enjoyed so much u had to go back to reality cause someone had to pay the bills
Think of the calls you need to log everyday
Think of the stupid ridiculous requests people asks of you
Think of all the reports you were meant to submit last month
Think of the bloody forms you need to ensure your client initials on every damn corner
Think of how you are gonna justify the sky falling down and it ain't gonna be clouds
Think of people who have created more shit to do just cause they needed to prove their existence
Think of your parents, family and pets longing to just catch a piece of you but you come home all grumpy or it's past bed time
Think of dinner at supper hours
Think of no time to pee I'm gonna pee on my chair
Think of bonuses, incentives
Think hard when can you bloody leave for the damn block leave
Think of shutting off your phone just for that one hour
Think of clean desk policy when clearly the floor is covered with files
Think big they say but all the big I can think of is a big headache
Think collateral and securities
Think main bank
Think of ten thousand log in passwords
Think of solutions when there is just none
Think of improving taichi master skills
Think of how to complain less and do more (tried and it doesn't come thru)
Think of the grass over the fence, most days it looks shittier
Think of penalties, discounts, waivers, fees, charges, claims and bills
Think of additional facilities but get additional work instead
Think of your future and realise it looks kinda bleak
Think of working from home but the damn wireless ain't working
Think of that support personnel who hates replying emails and they don't have a phone line
Think of account plans
Think of renewals
Think of risky accounts and monitoring shit
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
I regularly eat at Foodtique so this post is really something which was quite a disappointing post. Too bad the bosses were not there and the waiter just stares at you.
I'm not commenting on their main menu as the food is quite good. But one morning I decided to try out the dim sum and maybe I expected the same quality and great tasting food.... I was disappointed and didn't even finish half of what we ordered
Fried Prawn dumpling. Not crispy but has been fried twice. Hard crust. By the time you get to the fillings, scores already dropped.
Maybe the chef was having a bad day, but ya whatever.
Sunday, April 20, 2014
I wore this dress in June 2013, and I wore it again today. Till date my pinch nerve doesn't annoy me anymore and my back aches are relatively less than before. Easecox works and there is no illusion or fake promises. My digestive system has improved tremendously and my body is more firm.
No diet fads no supplement or pills. Just consistency and believe to take the dirt step to try. After all, we work so hard and end up forgetting ourselves, what's use of the money we make if not to improve our life and health.
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Friday, April 18, 2014
Whilst living in Melbourne, we would go for cakes and pastries every weekend. However now that we are back in KL the usual nasi lemak and chee cheung fun hits all the spots and no space for sweet stuff.
Stumbled upon a post on my fb of a new cafe in town but this time not a coffee den but a patisserie. Encore Patisserie originates from Sydney if my memory serves me well.
Whatever it is, didn't browse long enough at the selections as the Mille Feuille caught my attention straight away. Not gonna say much but if you don't try it you are definitely missing out on quality and real pastry. One of the owners showed us a way of eating it, slice the top half up and go thru layer by layer as cutting straight thru the pastry will just destroy the whole block of OMG cream.
One thing which is important with food is freshness. Everything still tastes, feels and looks fresh.
New place to hang out!
Sunday, February 16, 2014
I've been patronizing Chinoz ever since KLCC days like more than 10 years ago. The same dish was great and served with real nice looking juicy clams.
Come 2014, this is what I get! Chilli padi fried lala tossed with pasta. I can't remember but the price was like RM38 or RM48. There were overcooked bits and the lala was just tiny. As if you just went to the pasar pagi and grabbed a bag full.
It was first day of CNY and the place was busy and I was starving. Can't wait for another plate to come. Ate half and never coming here again.