From the days I learnt about chicken pox till this very day, I have been very afraid and cautious about not catching it. This day has ended when I found out my bf had it and there is no running away from it I was somewhat doomed. After a week of suffering from headaches and fever, I went to a doctor who obviously doesn't know that chicken pox existed and everyone has different symptoms but rather pushed that idea away and said that I am suffering from climatisation as I just came back from a cold country...WTF that was 1 week ago and I use to live there. Dick!
Woke up with one boil on the right side of my forehead and I thought bugger wtf is that and popped it burst...later did I know it was actually 2 and not 1. Right now it looks like a fucking crater and it hurts and its a flesh wound. I am fucked once again. Scars for life. There are a few bumps on my scalp which I am not allowed to scratch and neither can I see where i'm scratching. It gets itchy when u sleep for too long but there is not other way cause the meds just keeps knocking you out.
My face looks like shit and I have always been afraid of wtf it'll do to my already not so nice face. Now I can't let the world see this shit of a mess that chicken pox has done to me. Not forgetting my meds are meant for Herpes!!! but whatever. I never wanted this. I have been sooooo afraid of getting it that the minute I hear that someone has chicken pox, you wouldn't see me till months later. But its my bf...what can I do. Now I suffer.
Please get vaccinated like 10 times if you can. I should have gotten at least 5 jabs. fuck this shit!
